♥Wednesday, October 18, 2006
haha..today's BR outing...i was late for sch today..start at 9..but i reached at 930...lucky today e tutor nvr mark attendace...den went for lab lesson..dun understand any single thing..but i noe how to do..lolx...
den meet my peeps at FJ..had lunch dere..i was sort of emo today..its e 1st time i feel emo in front of BR peep...i reali cannot stand it animore le...i told e gals wad im feelin in my heart..okie..i tink i had a crush on a guy from my course..not from my lecture hall...juz hope to see him every now n den...but im shy..i hv nvr evr make e 1st step to tell a guy tat i like him,..
i dun hv e courage..how i wish i b as brave as vi,eileen n sab..i tink i hv to b like dem...coz it hv been so long since i had a crush on a guy..cant find any guy wif att right feelin..but i dunno how to approach him...tats wad im sad abt..its difficult..i dun even noe his frenz..but today we saw 1 of e guy who is in e same lecture hall as him..me n eileen noe tat guy..n eileen told him abt it..i was like shit..super pai sei...
but vi den all enocourage me to tell him abt tat guy..but he still dunno who is he..-.-nvm..but i tink i will try...haha..den went o sch juz now..i like e place..especially e studio..it was decorated wif all e graffitti...haha..gtg..lesson at 8 tmr...so tired now..
tot i could not see u today..but when i saw u at e atrium..i totally dunno wad to do...u turned ur head away....so i acted calm n walk out of sch wif my frenz..if dere is a chance,i reali hope to make known my feelins for u...if dere is reali a chance...i hope...feelin so restless when i cant see u..but my heart would always pump veri fast when i see u...i tink you are reali the one for me!
11:11 PM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD