♥Tuesday, September 30, 2008
currently at work now..just want to spend a short time blogging.. bloody hell...of all the time, my com chose the most auspicious time to spoil now -.-''' always happen when i got the badest mood.. sian half.. my stupid and naughty computer.. so guess u guys wont see me online at night for the next few days..coz i can onli bring it to simlim showroom on sat to get it fixed..hopefully jacky dey all can help me get it fixed fast...
yea..anw..i wanna wish all my muslim frnds a HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!hahahahahahahahah.. just kidding man..im not blur..like sharon..lol..i mean HAPPY HARI RAYA=DDD enjoy yourseleves juna,shaf,idah,hanisah,nora,syaqilah..tats all i rmb..so if i hv miss u guys out..but still, enjoy urseleves!!!!=DD
talking abt deepavali..i hv got dis fren call wilfred koh..lol..last time he pronounce it as "DEBABALI" when we were studying at mac for our 'O's..lmao..tink peiying still rmb uh..lol..and we got alot of new words comin out from baby's(chuan jian) mouth..waiting for my dearest girl to organise a gathering b4 ah fred get into ns..so girl..if u happen to see dis post..faster!!!lol..=)
yes.. back to single life..isit a good thing..? hmm..let me tink..mayb it is?i just find it weird..dint i reali enjoy my single life last time? wad am i hesitating now.. dont even hv to worry for someone else..just do wadeva i like.. yea..its easy to say so.. but.. my heart is still wif tat someone.. tho i say im giving up. but my heart ask me not to.. shld i or shld i not..i dont wan to bother animore..just let everything go naturally..
yea..i noe myself.. im not those kind tat can fall in love wif other ppl when i still got somebody in my heart..true tat i still love him.. but i dont want to bother so much animore..just let things flow..take it as a lesson learnt..
anw..tmr goin sentosa wif eunicey cey and peeps tmr!!! looking forward to tat..haha..just find it weird..i reali tink dere is a season to everything..even breaking season..saw alot of couples breaking up..i reali find it weird.. and thks the rest who showed me concern for the past few days.. kenny,ah rui,diane and catherine..sorry if i miss u guys out..gina still appreciate it=DD and thks so much catherine..tho we onli got to noe each other during wayne's bdae..but it seems like we got to noe each other way b4 tat..got so much to talk abt..thks for those words..yea.. i will cry when i feel like..wun keep it in my heart=DDD love ya..
3:03 PM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD
♥Sunday, September 28, 2008
haha..dis was taken last sat.. during our cute little potatoe birthday!! jiarui!!!hahahahah.. yea man.. nice fren to have..and super cute.. and when he dance got aura.. girls will be melt by him..im one of dem oso..lol..
yea..after tat had a small catching up sessionwith wayne.. he being me to mount faber to hv STEAMBOAT BUFFET!! im craving for it for damn long..haha..nice one man..nice place and nice food..lol..
dunno its bcoz i lost too much weight or wad..when i was sitting on the bike..dere is dis 0.0000000000001 sec my butt was off the sit..i bounce abit to my left..my hips were shifted.. den i suddenly grab wayne..lol..of coz la..130km/hr..who not scared..thks alot for driving me ard..like the feeling of riding a bike..but i still abit scared at times..damn..lol..
haha.. den went out to get our production costume ytd..im officially broke now..damn damn damn..lol..but i feel super happy ytd!!=D
bought many many stuff..den after tat we went to kayly's house.. to party!!lol..no lahz.. lucky eileen bought food dere..i ate alot..coz i was super hungry..den dey played mahjong and a few of us watched videos!!
Juna and me cam-whoring..lol
thks so much for those who had been dere for me.. alot of ppl gave me msges too..like pinko and eileen..and even cass msn me online..thks so much ppl..love u girls alot.. ok..true tat gina is not so strong afterall..but she will learnt to be eh..trust me..lol.. she is giving up.. like wad cass say to her..
" take care n CHEER UP! whatever happens, happens for a reason k? u'll find ur happy ending~ hehe.."
i agree..probably its a destiny and its telling me tat probably dere is still a better someone out dere waiting for me eh..aisei..
i cant alwaya stay in one spot..i believe someday i will find my happy ending=) someone tat will always be dere for me no matter wad=D
but once again thks to all..regina is so thankful that she have all these frenz encouraging her and stuff.. mayb at times she will still wanna cry but yes..she will be ok after sometime=)
ps: why dere is alway dis kind of guy tat will always say those funnie words to u even dey noe u are attached or wad.. i super irritated by it... probably to dem their perception of relationship is oso different ah..dey tink its a game? haiz..
10:15 PM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD
♥Wednesday, September 24, 2008
things happen.. but we just cant stop it from happening... sometimes the onli thing tat we can do is to bear with the pain for the time being.. it may go away slow or fast..depending on each individual? yea.. some ppl can get over it fast..some cant.. im the one who get over things slow.. at everything.. just like the time when my great grandma move on.. true tat she's gone..till now, when i happen to tink of her, i willl still cry.. yea..im reali a crybaby like wad lesner says..
mayb dis separation is a time for us to reconsider everything.. a obstacle for us. god just wan us to be able to treasure each other more if we are able to get back tgt... thks for those who show concern..true..im emotionally down..but dere are always ppl dere to enlighten me.. to talk to me..ok..i noe im veri lucky..to hv so man nice frenz ard..from sec sch till now..dere is always ppl ard me dere to care for me..
yea..i rmb sec sch..yz dey all always care for me like im a little sis to dem=) will console me,will go out tgt wif me, will take neoprints tgt, will play bball tgt and will tease each other=)))) till now,dey are still e same.. we go out for dinner, dey cook for us, dey joke wif us..the feeling is e same..nvr gonna change..always a grp of frenz tat i nvr wanna lose man..i wan go play bball wif u guys again..and see deborah roll on the floor!!!!!hahahah..
poly.i oso hv classmates tat care..and i always hv fun wif dem teasing ppl like uncle vincent..haha..poor thing..i love my class..and FB..my 2nd family.. i oso hv ppl ard me dere to show their concern..im veri touch..talk to me.. tell me wad to do..tell me dey feel for me.. i may look stupid at times..but trust me..im observant.. i noe who truely cares..
yes..times we got tgt are happy..yes..many quarrels..but nvr regret my choice.. mayb we hv been tgt for quite sometime. not long yet not short..i can feel u..tho u dont show in front..i dunno why..i can feel..mayb its my heart.. i noe im not the onli one who is feeling down.. u too.. but i noe u wont show.. but i jux wan to see u smile..reali..ur retarded smile..=) who noes wad is going to happen in e next few weeks, months or so.. if dere is a chance, i will go back to u.. i will wait..
today dint feel well so dint report to work.. its oso a chance for me to stay at hm..to tink thru the things tat i wan..tot thru and reconsider everything..everybody hv a past, ain't it.. im staying STRONG wif my choice..im waiting.. coz REGINA IS A STRONG GIRL!!=)
just why human are always like tat..when u lost sth den u treasure more..and u understand more..?just why?? den u begin to tink more and tink clearly.. just so why when u love someone too much till u are suffocating the person but u dont even noe.. u jux tink for urself..not giving the person a free space to do their own things.. its complicated.. time may make us grow and become more matured..
yea..i admit..im those kind of person tat can get angry easily at first..but i do tink.. yes..quite stupid..its after i got angry -.-''' like wads the use rite.. but i just cant control my emotion... after i tink i will try to understand in the person view.. and i will regret for getiing angry in e 1st place.. hate myself for tat..
shall end here..1st time my entry so long seh..hahha..take care ppl..
[
Leona Lewis : Yesterday]
I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everythingJust take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday
You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday
I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday
6:47 PM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD
♥Sunday, September 14, 2008
oh oh oh..WADE ROBSON gonna be back in singapore soon???!!! im gonna buy tics and see him dis time round man...hahahah..overdrive comin eh..hahha...anw..im so so so tired for e past few days..sian ah.. u see.. dance and work every.. seriously can faint..always falling aslp in office..hate tat feeling..want slp cannot slp..hahaha... but i hv coffee every morning..a MUST HAVE..to at least keep me awake b4 lunch..hahahah..
had showcase ytd..ooo.. okok la..everybody mux buck up alrd ok..haha.. including me...lol.. lookin forward to e photoshoot we having!!!DOPE DOPE DOPE=)))))
anw.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIG JON AND CARRYN!!! i rmb 1yr ago..i went to MOS wif big jon dey all..hahaha...gtg liao..bye bye!!!
my dumb ass.. i tink he loooks like e Wall E toy wif the specs he is wearing..but not bad la..quite cute..lol.. but still not as cute as Wall E ..hahahha..opps..=x
1:56 AM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD
♥Sunday, September 07, 2008
oh..im back for updates again..haha..guess wad happen.. we did not join the competition ytd..haha.. we were reali not prepared ytd..plus with the veri last few hrs left..Fong got injured.. so the onli solution that we have is to back out from the competition..hahah..
yea..but still..went over to support Ruff Jack and Nick.. altho all of us nvr get the top 3 or so..but still its alrd a veri good job done alrd rite..we have all made ourselves to the FINALS of SUNTEC DANCE alrd...=)))
yea...after the whole event which ends a ard 11..my boy wanted to watch "WALL-E" so much that we rush down form city hall to amk hub despite its jux another half an hr to the movie..haha..and.. we made it in time=)))
but...i kept fallin aslp in e cinema..coz i was too tired..after movie, baby boy acc me to eat and walk me hm.. coz its alrd 2am..no more bus=( we have to walk from amk central back hm.. my eyes reali feel like closing when i was walkin..so tired..
haha..yea..slept till 2pm today..ahhh..tmr got work and production prac..shall slp early today..lolme , nora, juna and hanisah..
me and juna!!
nora and me
shaqilah and me
and lastly.. dis guy.. the person i love most=DD rmb wad i told u ytd boy.. dont be down or upset abt e results..u guys alrd did great and i told u no matter wad i will always be dere to support u=D
7:33 PM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD
♥Saturday, September 06, 2008
oh..tmr is THE DAY...FINALLY!!! hahaha..but sad to say..we are still not yet prepared..hmmm.. but will do our best to use the whole of tmr morning to rush things out..
well.. went for the suntec briefing just now..and yea..after tat acc ruff jack for prac.. while dey practice..me and mikal sit dere and chit chat..lol... funnie..den was home sweet home.. u noe how tiring it is to travel from AMK to JURONG every morning and back to AMK again..haha..
but!!!i dont go straight hm.i go sch for dance..and next mornin mux wake up early again.. yeah!!!! 1st week of attachmet hv pass.. yea..hmm..gotta rest early tonight.. tmr mornin will be meetin e rest of our members at O School for practice.. Gambatte!!!!!
GOGOGO!!=DDDD
1:17 AM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD
♥AhBenToh 
