♥Wednesday, September 24, 2008
things happen.. but we just cant stop it from happening... sometimes the onli thing tat we can do is to bear with the pain for the time being.. it may go away slow or fast..depending on each individual? yea.. some ppl can get over it fast..some cant.. im the one who get over things slow.. at everything.. just like the time when my great grandma move on.. true tat she's gone..till now, when i happen to tink of her, i willl still cry.. yea..im reali a crybaby like wad lesner says..
mayb dis separation is a time for us to reconsider everything.. a obstacle for us. god just wan us to be able to treasure each other more if we are able to get back tgt... thks for those who show concern..true..im emotionally down..but dere are always ppl dere to enlighten me.. to talk to me..ok..i noe im veri lucky..to hv so man nice frenz ard..from sec sch till now..dere is always ppl ard me dere to care for me..
yea..i rmb sec sch..yz dey all always care for me like im a little sis to dem=) will console me,will go out tgt wif me, will take neoprints tgt, will play bball tgt and will tease each other=)))) till now,dey are still e same.. we go out for dinner, dey cook for us, dey joke wif us..the feeling is e same..nvr gonna change..always a grp of frenz tat i nvr wanna lose man..i wan go play bball wif u guys again..and see deborah roll on the floor!!!!!hahahah..
poly.i oso hv classmates tat care..and i always hv fun wif dem teasing ppl like uncle vincent..haha..poor thing..i love my class..and FB..my 2nd family.. i oso hv ppl ard me dere to show their concern..im veri touch..talk to me.. tell me wad to do..tell me dey feel for me.. i may look stupid at times..but trust me..im observant.. i noe who truely cares..
yes..times we got tgt are happy..yes..many quarrels..but nvr regret my choice.. mayb we hv been tgt for quite sometime. not long yet not short..i can feel u..tho u dont show in front..i dunno why..i can feel..mayb its my heart.. i noe im not the onli one who is feeling down.. u too.. but i noe u wont show.. but i jux wan to see u smile..reali..ur retarded smile..=) who noes wad is going to happen in e next few weeks, months or so.. if dere is a chance, i will go back to u.. i will wait..
today dint feel well so dint report to work.. its oso a chance for me to stay at hm..to tink thru the things tat i wan..tot thru and reconsider everything..everybody hv a past, ain't it.. im staying STRONG wif my choice..im waiting.. coz REGINA IS A STRONG GIRL!!=)
just why human are always like tat..when u lost sth den u treasure more..and u understand more..?just why?? den u begin to tink more and tink clearly.. just so why when u love someone too much till u are suffocating the person but u dont even noe.. u jux tink for urself..not giving the person a free space to do their own things.. its complicated.. time may make us grow and become more matured..
yea..i admit..im those kind of person tat can get angry easily at first..but i do tink.. yes..quite stupid..its after i got angry -.-''' like wads the use rite.. but i just cant control my emotion... after i tink i will try to understand in the person view.. and i will regret for getiing angry in e 1st place.. hate myself for tat..
shall end here..1st time my entry so long seh..hahha..take care ppl..
[
Leona Lewis : Yesterday]
I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everythingJust take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday
You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday
I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday
6:47 PM
Regina ♥ Dance=DD
♥AhBenToh 
